Praise the Lord for the joy He has given you. I can relate to what you have said. We know that we can count on God for everything, He loves us unconditionally, like no other. He wants the best for those who love Him, and we know that we can trust Him. There is a scripture in particular that I keep close to my heart Jeremiah 17:7-8. Under tough circumstances James 1:12. May the Lord continue blessing you and giving you His joy!